#14 - The Truth About Anxiety, Shame, and Being a Lesbian Who Never Felt Enough – Suzy’s Story of Transformation
What if everything you believed about who you had to be, strong, self sufficient and always in control was actually keeping you stuck? How much joy does that leave for you in your life?
In this raw and powerful episode, I sit down with child centred councillor Suzy, a woman who, approaching 60, made the decision to stop surviving and finally let go to start healing.
Suzy grew up in the 1970s and '80s, a time when being gay meant staying silent. She worked in the corporate capital of banking in London and this reinforced the shame and the silence. That silence left emotional marks: anxiety, shame, people pleasing, and the constant sense of needing to earn her place. Even after building a life with her wife, the impact of those early years lingered.
When Suzy came to work with me in therapy, she was burned out, anxious, and disconnected from her own needs. Together, we unpacked the survival strategies that had helped her get through life but were now keeping her stuck.
In this episode, Suzy shares:
How anxiety and emotional control became her default
The invisible cost of always being the strong one
Why rest felt unsafe and emotional vulnerability felt impossible
The deep patterns of people-pleasing and self-abandonment
What changed when she finally put herself at the centre of her healing
Suzy’s story will resonate deeply with queer women who’ve spent years trying to keep it together while silently struggling. Her transformation shows that even after decades of carrying the past, it is possible to create a new emotional reality with the right support.
Links & Resources:
→ Join the Braver Women community
→ Learn more about the Braver Breakthrough™ Therapy Programme
→ Work with me directly - Book your consultation here
The Braver Women® Show
The Braver Women Show is for LGBTQ+ women ready to learn how to stop holding back, self-doubt, anxiety, and the fears of being judged. Hosted by Leanne C. Jones, founder of Braver Women and a global therapist, this podcast addresses the real challenges of being your true self, navigating relationships, and managing uncomfortable emotions. Each episode offers powerful stories, practical tools, and expert advice to help you live confidently, unapologetically, and like you really mean it. Being braver isn’t about fearlessness it’s about taking small, intentional steps and recognising your worth.
- No. of episodes: 15
- Latest episode: 2025-05-05
- Education Self-Improvement
Where can you listen?
